Yesterday Stories

I felt loved even from afar.

Finally got to spend a Saturday eve with you again.

ALL LIVES CANT MATTER UNTIL BLACK ONES DO!X ?

The drain of an African from any part of this earth land. We bleed the same. A change must come.

I tried to explain white privileges to white mates.They didn’t get it bc I’m white too and have been told I shouldn’t talk that talk.Fuck off.

I walked around a city I don’t know, around people I don’t know and felt nothing.

The sun was out and a brisk bike ride in the manor.

I smoked too much, wish it was weed.

Wondered what you meant when you said you had something to tell me, which made me miss you more

Realised that I turned down the girl of my dreams. She keeps appearing on my timeline, can she just go away?

Realised that I turned down the girl of my dreams. She keeps appearing on my timeline, can she just go away?

I understood feelings are real only when reciprocated.

Downloaded an app to learn the language of my heritage. Its giving me a project to help keep me positive and assure me I’ll be able to travel again soon and move forward.

My lifestyle’s always been quite mundane. It’s only now that I can’t go out and do something about it.

compared myself to beautiful people for the 100th time this week

honestly, i’m still crying.

tried not to melt into a big puddle of flesh and sun-cream

I tried to get over a girl

cried and cried and cried some more

I miss him and I think I should message him

I sat in bedroom and reminisced about better times.

Played God Only Knows on the piano to the neighbours

Saw my ex from afar and reminisced on the happy times we shared.

discussed with my housemates the pros and cons of having an orgy in our lounge

I smoked opium and fucked my roommate bc I can.

Received possibly some of the best news so far in my life.

Wondered why people find digital cruelty so easy.

Masturbated to lesbian hentai, didn’t feel shame

I finally understood I don’t really love you anymore. 

Realised I wasn’t crazy, just made to believe I was. And then saw all the things I thought and was told were crazy unfold before my eyes and become true and then realised the person who made me believe this will…