felt relieved,today I’m losing it.
Yesterday Stories
did pleasant but unimportant things, without hurrying.
went for a run twice round finsbury park (anticlockwise) but had to stop early as my knee hurts bad, man. then i wrote a prequel short story to my mate steve’s short story about cockpit stu and his wife and neymar.
have started my self isolation home.
Fell asleep at the bottom of a mountain and today I climbed it
have been very proud of myself.
felt guilty for thinking about someone else
Sometimes things are staring you right in the face, you just need to learn to read the signs
was free, listened to music, watched some TV series, get naked and masturbated on the sofa…screams of pleasure and liberty.
have underrated myself.
found myself caught between two people. it’s hard being two places at once, all day, every day
read Plato and downed a bottle of lucozade
met the same girl that every single day keeps celebrating her birthday and her pregnancy. From a year now. God bless her
revealed something about me I’ve never shared before. I’m feeling better but…I felt the pain of saying it out loud, I materialised it.
realised the past weekend has hurted me. Or you did, not sure yet.
sat on my bathroom floor with two of my friends discussing my love life and the events of the night before
had a really nice dinner with a girl, eventually didn’t have sex because of _impediments_ but had a nice nite. Decided then to join a friend of mine to a club where once again I didn’t talk to a girl I like. Wonder if I will ever learn. Nah, don’t think I will.
cried a lot
popped
thought of what I was gonna write today.
had my dm’s slid to by a nice chic on hinge
have found out I’m thinking about you more than I’m supposed to do. what are we gonna do,now?
Had flash back of fucking my ex
I ate so fucking much.I’m fat now
wanted to cry but I had to hold on
played squash with Winona Ryder
thought about you a bit, then a bit more, then I went to the shop to buy a pint of milk
did 1000 press ups listening to Duran Duran in G Major
missed you
Started reevaluating my whole relationship