Whatdidyoudoyesterday

revealed something about me I’ve never shared before. I’m feeling better but…I felt the pain of saying it out loud, I materialised it. 

realised the past weekend has hurted me. Or you did, not sure yet.

sat on my bathroom floor with two of my friends discussing my love life and the events of the night before

had a really nice dinner with a girl, eventually didn’t have sex because of _impediments_ but had a nice nite. Decided then to join a friend of mine to a club where once again I didn’t talk to a girl I like. Wonder if I will ever learn. Nah, don’t think I will.

cried a lot

popped

thought of what I was gonna write today.

had my dm’s slid to by a nice chic on hinge

have found out I’m thinking about you more than I’m supposed to do. what are we gonna do,now?

Had flash back of fucking my ex

I ate so fucking much.I’m fat now

wanted to cry but I had to hold on

played squash with Winona Ryder

thought about you a bit, then a bit more, then I went to the shop to buy a pint of milk

did 1000 press ups listening to Duran Duran in G Major

missed you

Started reevaluating my whole relationship 

was so high

Decided to give the corporate life a big fuck you and go work for myself

got asked to be my crush’s girlfriend

have bought a ticket to Cambodia for a solo trip

Finally realised what I didnt want in my life

Had really bad sex

stole drugs

masturbated, played videogames, wrote poetry

forgot my keys home and I couldn’t get in.I needed to pay 130 quid for a new locker.

began to see the cracks in my thinking over the boiled egg I bludgeoned with my knife

got home and found a new couch in the living room

went for a free drink with my mate and I enjoyed her so much

realised the day before I didn’t fuck up as I thought because was dealing with a human being that doesn’t fit me at all. I just got caught in my pride by a not-answered message. Apparently not answering is a trend.